When I was young, I used to pull my Grandma to bring me to the provision shop to get a Paddle Pop ice-cream for like a 40 cents and biscuits for like 30 cents. However now I am older, I head down to 7-11 by myself, enter, and look at the shelf, “GOSH! $2 for biscuits and $3 for ice-cream” woah i wonder what would it be like in the future…$10 for ice-cream?
THIS REMINDS ME OF MY CHILDHOOD!! PADDLE POP RAINBOW! ARGH!!
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well. Once again, goodbye to a great year. Ups and Downs in 2010. Wells like i normally do every 31st December, i would type a 500-word - 1000-word summary of how my year went. i guess this ain’t gonna be 500-word essay cause, I AM DAMN SHAGGED! ok previous essay was in my old blog. this time, in tumblr HAHAH! well if you’re interested, read it. if you’re not, then don’t. so this does not mean i would waste like 10-15 mins of your time HAHAH!
so yeah. 2010…
many gains: i made my first MTV, acted in my first play open to public, i hiked almost 10km, i scuba-dived, i saw beautiful coral reefs, i made my first cover, i bought my first guitar, i bought my first mp3 (iTouch). Many losses: broke up with my girl ):, PSP LCD screen cracked, lost both my hamsters and so on. my memory got somewhat affected after i got addicted to ciggies (don’t worry. i’ve quit) combining with the shit i’ve gone through. so i will try refresh my memory of what happen in 2010. SEE BOYS AND GIRLS! Don’t smoke! It is bad for your health! HAHAH. so yeah. first quarter of 2010: wells. as per normal. hahah! Year 3 started off normal in April but my acads were screwed up. i did super badly for that semester. GPA 2.0! yeah. but i managed to pull through and head for attachment. I am sure some of you may wonder how i started smoking wells. It started off in Tioman. A pack of ciggies actually cost cheaper than those in Johor or KL. So i got 2 packs. so yeah. well started out with one and half packs of ciggies at Tioman. and wells got hooked on it ever since. tried quitting when attachment started. oh guess what? it got worst. but i quit for like one month in October and got back to it in November. well that good thing is that i’m done with ciggies. It is like harming my health alot. So yeah. attachment-wise. Good and Bad. Good part is that i made new friends, i got to meet alot of famous people like Coco Lee, SNSD, ShiNee, so on. Bad part is that i made new enemies too (don’t wanna explain this). So yeah. work is indeed tough and the pay seems to be just right for me to survive and have a lil’ fun. so yeah. so one more month of attachment and i am done with my Poly life (including the presentation and reports). but still in dilemma whether i should stay in Show Company as a part-timer or go for another job. Cause well, i wanna experience a different lifestyle before leaving for NS. like i said on my previous post, we will see. wells i guess that’s my 2010. it was not as eventful as 2008 (when i started poly) HAHAHHA.
next, 2011, the year i am serving the country, NS BABY!!!! wooooooo i don’t call it resolution but more like what i want and need for 2011!
NEEDS
-Lose my fats and become fit (specially for NS and for myself)
-A new lifestyle
-A new hobby (seriously!)
-To find my true potential (in terms of talent)
WANTS (HAHAHAH! you will be quite shocked on what i want)
-A new MacBook HAHAH! (i have my reasons)
-A sweeee audio system (this is gonna eat alot of my moneY)
-A DSLR! (:
so yeah. not really that many wants cause of NS. hahaha might be heading for NS early. cause, must i explain the reason?
So yeah. next year. I will be in two different uniforms that will change my life. A Graduation Gown and A Green Army Uniform (that is if i am in the Army <i hope!>)
So yeah. i guess that’s about it. (:
Hello ppl. Long time no tumble hahaha wells nw I’m in a dilemma whether to find another part time job after attachment or remain at show co. Confusing cZ I have many choices to make afte attachment wells we will see when the time comes hahaha
Shit feeling again. Sucks man. Y do ppl care for me so much? What’s the point of caring for me when the way ur doing it is demoraliZing me further. I don’t need ur sympathy. Stop forcing me to lose weight and stop telling me what to do. Asswipe.
i am like in emo-mode now. cause today’s been an awful and disappointing day for me. almost 10 mistakes. and all these are minor mistakes that a freaking 3rd year 19 year old poly student shouldn’t make. all due to human error. i lost count on the number of times i got scolded today. this sucks seriously. i really want good marks for my attachment, and i know by far, i have the shittiest 30% of my attachment marks (that is comments from my supervisor) cause it is bloody obvious. I make too many mistakes. shit! why can’t i do anything right? i always make mistakes in everything i do! Yeah yeah, i know you will say it normal human nature to make mistakes but mine, well it has gone waaaaayyyyyyyyyy past human nature, only a retard makes these many mistakes, well i wanna explain it to them but just plainly too personal, f*ck it, i will just say it here, i realized when i make many mistakes, i am either
1. Pissed Off
2. Tired or Sleepy
3. Something is troubling me
well definitely 1 and 2 are out for today. but yeah. something is indeed troubling me, my life. I am losing my friends one by one, I am losing touch of my life (meaning my “mojo” to do stuff such as writing songs, playing the guitar and rapping) i can’t do all these now, i have no idea why. haiz. I am also losing my confidence in life gosh. People in my internship wouldn’t understand this. Well at least that’s what i think so, cause majority are rich and well, they have no idea how my life is like. in fact, no one understands what i am going through now. They think i live a happy life, with a maid, and a dad and a mum, and money from internship. WELL YOU’RE WRONG, cause being fat, those f*ckers out there plainly think as if BEING FAT IS A SIN. you guys weren’t fat before so SHUT YOUR GAP! I am slowly losing weight, if you keep pressurizing me to lose weight, well i won’t lose weight, instead i will gain. so just SHUT UP! EVERYONE SHUT UP PLEASE! i can’t take it anymore! how i wanna lose weight is my problem! Thanks to people who keeps supporting me by asking me to exercise and so on, especially my cousin. but those who ain’t even doing anything but just plainly insulting me, well i wish you guys don’t even exist in my life ok! Life really sucks when you have alot of assbags in this world to bring ur confidence level down. well time to head to bed. hope i can sleep. tmr have to wake up at 8.30am haiz. gosh, if only this troubles can end real quick. i really need a vacation soon, just me alone, relax and calm my mind. Me, a dslr and a beautiful country to visit. and if u guys notice, my previous FB post, the should I or should i not? well that’s actually referring to whether i should work part-time in Show Co after my internship. i ain’t doing this for money no mo’. cause i feel like i wanna be a better man by going for religious classes and stick more with the mosque after my internship. well we have to see. phew anger somewhat released. thanks tumblr
Hi ppl. Today just ain’t my day. Made a hell load of mistakes. Bad bad day. Haiz this might just affect my marks for attachment gosh. This sotong feeling of me killing me. Seriously I am not like this in real life. I am definitely a strong willed man. And a confident one. Not some asswipe loser
basically what i think this song is saying, is that to be NOT AFRAID of anyth and be yourself. what Eminem thinks of this song is totally a different thing. but from wad i see in the lyrics, it is totally what i need now. at work and at home. To be Not Afriad to Take a stand. i can’t be intimidated or pushed around by idiots in this world. Insult me more, and they will burn in hell for that.
NS Check Up Over!
PES: BP (Obese PES. I don’t mind though HAHAH!)
Well less than a year till my enlistment day. so yeah! But now, looking forward to Graduation Day first! HAHAHHA (: or who knows my enlistment may be before Graduation HAHAHHA LOL
I can’t wait to walk down NP Convention Centre with THE gown and THAT piece of cardboard paper which marks the end of a torturous, yet adventurous and exciting ride of my life and marking a whole new beginning for me in the next stage of life! 6 MORE MONTHS!
